People said different things. Some said dt it was my hubby dt use my dead baby and the special one for rituals and want my head too, some said dt it was God's punishment to us for getting preg before marriage etc. Despite all these, i loved her. She is so pretty , innocent and adorable. As a Catholic, i did a novena to the holy spirit, i begged God to take her cos she was going through so much pains. God finally took my baby on April 4th 2013 at 8months, 2weeks and 1day while she was sleeping at nite. I kissed her and bid her farewell.
Despite all these challenges, God loved us and stood by us. I was 29yrs and hubby was 30yrs. People said dt i will not be able to get pregnant with a massive fibriod and that my womb has decayed cos i carried a dead baby in my womb for more than 7months(Very rare to survive). I asked" who are you to say when God has not said". We decided to relax and enjoy ourselves before getting pregnant and to do our white wedding which we did in April 2014.
I took in immediately and delivered Chizaram (God answered me) in Dec 2014 with a stress free pregnancy. While the baby was 10months old, i took in again and had Chizitelu(God sent)in June 2016.
I remembered my late mum's prayers to me while growing up. She said, my only daughter" i pray that you will marry somebody like you dad, somebody that will always put you first after God and somebody that will love you more than you do". God gave me all these qualities in my hubby.
God, gave us double for our loss, he blessed me with two angels and a wonderful man. No matter what you are passing through, always know that is a phase. If i can have my kids, then you will. God is ever faithful and he keep his words.
Relax for your own testimonies.
I see you all.
Fin cares.
I see you all.
Fin cares.
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